so im a complete loser and everyone is hooking up but me. and its totally lame and i suck.

i put my two weeks into sonic and truthfully, kinnamons is way better than sonic but lately ive felt so out of place there. totally out of place. like when im working with ashley she is all over talking to shelby, who she says she doesnt like, and is all secret note passing with shawn. and the funny thing is, if it was me and some guy i would be sharing all of it with her and she doesnt seem to want to. but whatever i guess we're just different.

im really just overwhelmed and stressed, ive had buttloads of schoolwork and i have had NO days off this week from constant either kinnamons or sonic. and brently is an ass. and i just feel so lost from the world. the only thing keeping me happy is painting which ive becomed slightly addicted to.

the omijesus. i think im done for right now. to much sad rants and ive noticed that a more positive way of getting all of this out is painting so i will go do that and watch some niptuck.

bye then.

Tags: niptuck, painting, work
Current Mood: gloomy

SONIC is so frustrating. so i told jackie that i could only work on wednesdays now since i have my other job and i want to get use to it, sonic AND school and he went ahead and scheduled me two other days. so now after my first day at kinnamons, which will be monday, i have to go straight to sonic to work that shift. gaaaah.

GAAAAH.

in other news, saw alesia's hair. it is SUPER SHORT. unusually short, ive never seen it shorter than her shoulders. 

when will i ever stop talking about sonic and kinnmoans--NEVER! i might even do a kinnamon style gfm. haahaaha.

Tags: kinnamons, sonic, work
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: yellowcard - lights and sounds

Tags: manga, work
Current Mood: complacent

WORK BLAH : i really thought work would SUCK butt today because i only have crystal and chelsey to work with but it wasnt that bad because around like eight oclock ashley goodman popped in and stayed in till like 11:45. hahaha it was so much fun. i love that girl, we're gonna have a great senior year. to see ashley running around in tiny shorts screaming because matt and chris (justin's younger brother, one of the skunk boys alesia, hahah) where spraying her with who really knows what while i talked on the phone to chelsey's boyfriend about having a threesome with him and chelsey. hahaha. it was great.  everyone loves ashley now, haha even crystal. matt attacked ashley by saying she was a hoe-y hick, in a lovingly joking sort of a way as chris was throwing hilter'ddd symbols and hand motions at me. ahhhh. greatness.

AFTERWORK BLAH: after work i drove ashley around town. in the dead of the night, with my music loud and the windows down. we ran into walmart taking crazy pictures and then i flashed some boys without realizing it.  but it wasnt really flashing. i actually climbed in the big ball bin. whoa, who knew i could fit. hahaha, THEN...we drove back to sonic so ashley could flirt with this really not cute guy but whatever. then i called caleb WHO WAS UP! :] 

AFTER AFTERWORK BLAH: we drove to caleb's house where i proceeded to sneak into his window while he made sure the flower box didnt collapse after i hoisted myself up. haha. then i chased magoo down the street to see his little posse sitting by a light pole. hunting. for armmmadillllooos. with knives. hahaha. and light sabers. it was then i sprinted back because ashley was attempting to drive my truck with caleb standing up in the back. hahaha.

so basically, the only reason tonight didnt suck massive balls was because of ashley gee. that girl rocks my socks off, but not in the literal sense.

ALESIA! tell me how it went. call. write. drop by. whatever. :]

Tags: midnight driving, work
Current Mood: mischievous
Current Music: let you go - ashley parker angel

today was fun.

firstly, three great episodes of what i like about you. great great show. and now vic is in the series, and i love him with val. they are beautiful. beautiful people make beautiful couples. 

secondly, work was hilarously fun. i think a lot of times i just say i hate it because everyone else seems to hate their job so much. but sometimes i really really love it. it just depends who im working with. most of the time i was joking around with justin or talking on the mobile with ashley gee. but the night ended with justin hollaring, "alllllisssa, cmon i love your new nose. dont leave. i love your new nose. byyyyyyee."   he has to be one of my favorite people to work with. him and chesley who were both working today so it was loads of fun. 



haha. good times.

Tags: gibber, what i like about you, work
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: savin me - nickelback