so im a complete loser and everyone is hooking up but me. and its totally lame and i suck.

i put my two weeks into sonic and truthfully, kinnamons is way better than sonic but lately ive felt so out of place there. totally out of place. like when im working with ashley she is all over talking to shelby, who she says she doesnt like, and is all secret note passing with shawn. and the funny thing is, if it was me and some guy i would be sharing all of it with her and she doesnt seem to want to. but whatever i guess we're just different.

im really just overwhelmed and stressed, ive had buttloads of schoolwork and i have had NO days off this week from constant either kinnamons or sonic. and brently is an ass. and i just feel so lost from the world. the only thing keeping me happy is painting which ive becomed slightly addicted to.

the omijesus. i think im done for right now. to much sad rants and ive noticed that a more positive way of getting all of this out is painting so i will go do that and watch some niptuck.

bye then.

Tags: niptuck, painting, work
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