ELLA ENCHANTED SUCKED MASSIVE BUTTOCKS.

Tags: ella enchated
Current Mood: cheerful

so im a complete loser and everyone is hooking up but me. and its totally lame and i suck.

i put my two weeks into sonic and truthfully, kinnamons is way better than sonic but lately ive felt so out of place there. totally out of place. like when im working with ashley she is all over talking to shelby, who she says she doesnt like, and is all secret note passing with shawn. and the funny thing is, if it was me and some guy i would be sharing all of it with her and she doesnt seem to want to. but whatever i guess we're just different.

im really just overwhelmed and stressed, ive had buttloads of schoolwork and i have had NO days off this week from constant either kinnamons or sonic. and brently is an ass. and i just feel so lost from the world. the only thing keeping me happy is painting which ive becomed slightly addicted to.

the omijesus. i think im done for right now. to much sad rants and ive noticed that a more positive way of getting all of this out is painting so i will go do that and watch some niptuck.

bye then.

Tags: niptuck, painting, work
Current Mood: gloomy

WOW.

been at kinnamons a week and i really love it there. specially when ashley works, its fun. and life has been seriously amazing since school started. its kept me amazingly busy. henry's all weird--and ashley and i have decided we rename him Gatsby. then at kinnamons the people there i talk to...isnt much since i still so shy about it but the only person there i can really blehhh to is tanner because ive known him before kinnamons and ashley. and there is brently...and...yeah.

and now, that i think im kinda stressed but in a good way.

and i want to go shopping.

and alesia hasnt talked to me in days.

and guys suck.

Tags: kinnamons, school
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: yellowcard - down on my head

SONIC is so frustrating. so i told jackie that i could only work on wednesdays now since i have my other job and i want to get use to it, sonic AND school and he went ahead and scheduled me two other days. so now after my first day at kinnamons, which will be monday, i have to go straight to sonic to work that shift. gaaaah.

GAAAAH.

in other news, saw alesia's hair. it is SUPER SHORT. unusually short, ive never seen it shorter than her shoulders. 

when will i ever stop talking about sonic and kinnmoans--NEVER! i might even do a kinnamon style gfm. haahaaha.

Tags: kinnamons, sonic, work
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: yellowcard - lights and sounds

IF YOU WANT THINGS BAD ENOUGH, YOU CAN HAVE THEM.

believe it? i do. i really do. this week has proven it so much to me. 

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well, amanda's last day at sonic is tomorrow, and she will be moving up to stillwater on monday. :[ it sad stuff, but im really excited for her to experience all of it. and slightly jealous that i wont be.  as far as my school goes, everything has changed there. i have mitchell as a math teacher, mr. battershell does jr high now sadly, then i have newspaper which im really excited about but i have no idea what my column will be. then i have ap english with Toni Smith--a new teacher...who he/she is i have no idea. Then I'm Ms. Leatherwood's aide. Ashley gets off campus lunch because she is concurrent. Which I kinda wish I was, but I'm ok...hahah.

Monday will be my first day at Kinnamons, and Ashley called tonight saying that Brently was looking forward to Monday so he could flirt with me. I laughed, "so should i be flattered or uncomfortable?" but he's always been a flirt, so i doubt its just him being happy new girls will there.

ANDDDDD...next wednesday school starts.
and right now i am preparing the make the ULTIMATE MIX CD full with old songs i love and more reccent ones.

Tags: kinnamons, school
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: wilson phillips - hold on

you are looking at kinnamon's newest cashier.

yyyyeah.

Tags: kinnamons
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: relient k - apathetic way to be

TOMORROW

10:00 A.M.


IS MY KINNAMONS INTERVIEW.


!!!!!!

Tags: kinnamons
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: pussycatdolls - buttons

DO IT.


and this one


so i believe everything happens for a reason.
EVERYTHING.
you?

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: sum41 - some say

uhhh. 

sunday, i went and watched the new will ferrell movie (Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby) with alesia. it was hilarous. "Help me, Jesus! Help me, Tom Cruise! Tom Cruise, use your witchcraft to get the fire off me!" hahaha. on monday i went to work and it kinda sucked but i stayed the whole night in kitchen with justin. which was pretty fun. i got off at eleven but hung out till twelve something to hang with chelsea. and i peed in public. well not in public, but i peed out behind sonic. hahaha. 

MOVIES WATCHED:
*talladega nights: hilarous.
*sleepy hollow: that movie is so cute because of johnny depp fainting all over the place.
*the hills have eyes: i didnt finish it but the whole movie just kinda creeped me out. house of wax will remain my favorite.
*16 blocks: no.

currently reading the da vinci code and im more than half way done with only have reading it half a day or so. its great. brilliant. i dont agree with the whole jesus thing, but its entertaining fiction. and i love the version i have because it has all these zoom ups of paintings so you know what the characters are talking about, it shows pictures of the places the characters go and what the symbols look like. its just amazing. and i love it. LOVE IT. and, i love all the albinos. they are great too. 

Tags: movies, peeing in public, talladega nights, the da vinci code
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: all american rejects - move along

I AM READY FOR SUNDAY.
BECAUSE IT WILL BE MY FIRST WORK-FREE DAY OF THE WEEK.

AND A DAY OF JESUS LOVIN'.

Current Mood: cranky

RANDOM BOUGHT ITEMS AT WALMART:
*hairdye
*dashboard confessional's new cd

today is friday.

meaning i: worked a six hour shift. went to kinnamons to hang with ashley during break. worked on gfm. and plan to hang with ashley later tonight. movies? PERHAPS!

Tags: dashboard confessional, friday night, hair dye
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: sum41 - some say

so i left work early. since i was so upset. and now that ive had...a three hour cool down period filled with survivor and saved i think im over it. i really dont care anymore. he can say all that bad stuff to my face--like he did, or behind my back--like he did. i dont care. 

he's full of it. and it just makes me want kinnamons more and more. why do i want to stay there? but whatever.

idk.

[EDIT!]

cameron and holly broke up. which makes me laugh because he used her for sex. next year will be great.

Tags: work crap
Current Mood: infuriated
Current Music: riseagainst - swing life away

ok, well work today wasnt that bad. two new girls. one from davenport and the other from wellston. the entire day matt had massive brown spots all over his nose from massive sucking up to jackie. then everyone was making a big deal because in the managers log i left a note to jackie saying "im trying to get a second job so you might get a call, thought i'd give you the heads up. thanks" and they all were saying i was leaving and blahblahblah. if only i could leave that easily. but i think if i do get that job at kinnmons i will just end up working on wednesdays at sonic. we'll see though. 

tomorrow im going to stop by kinnamons early before work--say 10ish--for like a pre-interview or something. im not really sure, but ashley said that frank kinnamon said i should so...i will. :] 



LIST OF PEOPLE WHO COME TO SONIC TO MUCH:
*brice newport
*chris herring (though im not complaining)
*cole whatever his last name is
*seth (who works at sonic but is there hanging out with his weird homeschooled friends more than working)

Tags: kinnamons, sonic
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: sum41 - we're all to blame

FIRSTLY!

* GFM! update. the summer logs, which prolly won't last long. but give your honest review, because i dont really like it but i'd like others opinions.
*i like the name liam.
*working on a very long version of "soundtrack to my life". and whoa, a difficult search.
*turned in my kinnamon's application on saturday. and i realize THAT I WILL DIE IF I DONT GET THIS JOB. i am so sick of sonic, but i dont plan to quit, just take a long vacation. take a leaf from cody's book. 





"WHY ARE YOU SCARED OF MY BEAUTY?" 

hahahaha.

Tags: gfm, jobs, movies
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: nickelback - this how you remind me

RANDOM:
i think lane is a pretty name for a girl or a boy.
i love love love harry potter.
today is crystal's bday.

she's 23, so i got a small sonic bag and put "bag o' love" on it and the whole day i kept putting love notes in there from other sonic ppl and from me. like i drew a heart on the wrapper of the sonicmint and dropped it in there. and all this funny stuff.

Tags: guys, meaningless advice
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: apathetic way to be - relient k